Baedwulf

This is new to me, new to us both but I do not shy from it, and as far as I am aware, neither does she. We never expected, thought for one minute that things would turn out this way but I am so thankful that they did. This is how I always dreamt things would be, never before have I had a dream come true, and of all of them; this is by far the one I am most grateful towards.

We never thought for one minute that things would turn out like this. It has come as a suprise to us both, but a pleasant, very-much welcomed one. We took a trip to the North, to replace bad memories with good ones and we have succeeded; that day shall remain in my heart forever.

She brings out a side of me I did not know existed.. Never before has anyone had such an affect on me. I lose count of how many times someone has mentioned how such short shrift I give people. And how aggressively short my temper is. She has a way of taking that all away. I feel calm, invincible perhaps. When she is gone, I find myself weak. But when she is here.. I am stronger than ever.

I have spent so long dreaming of recent events. So many restless nights, thinking about her, about us. At long last, I dream no more. She is there, when I wake. She is there when I return. She is there when I need her.

I am out. It has taken me all this time to realise, that rotting between the planks of the stocks, awaiting the hangman's noose is not the way I wanted things to be. A friend of mine, who I find myself to miss now more than ever; told me to make the most of life. That life is what you make it, but I should forget about Abrianna. I cannot, and I will not try any longer.