Dear Diary.
This is it, the last page I saved, I was going to save it for when the child is born and start a new.
But this last page will be the end of a very long life, a life I have grasped into tight, with the help of a very beautiful and wonferful wife
I apologize diary, for I have not given you the attention, I apologize for writing all of those sad and happy moments mixed together, There is not a creature in this middle earth nor a solid material that knows what I have gone through.
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Dead Diary, I just read the first page
I just became a Rider, it made me smile, the first thing I wrote is of how success my first trial and mission, I know I have not told Jane about me being the captain of my battalion but it was all in the past, who I was is just another story, who i'm now is what I really am.
I sometime regret not telling her, but part of me deep inside think she already went through my diary, specialy that I told her it is alright if she did read it.
The burden it must have took for her to read about both my acomplishment and my falures, those which are as simple as not noticing a woman care for me and some of the hardest as not being able to protect my own family.
Much has happend, isn't that right my dear diary? the challange of taking care of my only sister Layiwen and continue my investigation along with my twin Grimfreca have been the hardest of all, three months worth of invastigation and in mere moments Grim get stabbed by the same people we were invastigating.
THe Angmariam Agents, the real challange of my strength and mind, I had to wear my father Mithriel armors and wield his greatsword, I went and wipped the whole agents headquarters in the region, maybe not all of them but at least those responsible, took their documents and burnt anything that connects me to their lists.
No longer they know about Hestral as real threat, with all the resistence most of the free people have throughout middle earth my acomplishment has been shrouded, which is good.
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I have completed reading the last pages by now
Such prosperity i have had, no longer I hid my face as I travel, I told Layiwen I'm Hestral not Grimfreca and she was happy, it is afterall safe for her to know I exist, Ana and Jane did well to keep this truth from her when she was in danger.
But i'm watchful, and 'Luminus' My sword stand by the corner ready, shall they appear again I will use my rough crude sword hit their skins once more, even if they did not sever their skin, at least they will suffer, if anything there I really hate in my heart, is a news of the Agents return, which is by now it did not happen.
My ex-wife Ana and my wife Jane already made sure I have not to worry, I know the agents are not as willed as me, but I cannot take risks in ignoring this particular past.
I wonder of my commanders at the riddermark are looking for me, I do not even know if I can ride south to help, life have tapped me for alot of things, as long as Layiwen is in bree, I will be too, she's my only family and the only thing that really keep me alive and not despriately going and get myself killed by some 'noble' cause, she's 'MY' lady, she's the only survivor of my old clan, with Khar'el dead as well, it is up to me to keep her safe, the decendant of the leaders, Layiwen Marwen.
My dear Diary, I'm going to buy new Diary, I'm sure your soul will travel to that new one as well, it will be dedicated on protecting my lady once more, like I have always done.
Farewell.
