"Growing up I was told not to worry, and that worrying would just get me into trouble and just make me sad..." Amanda said quietly to herself as she road down the road, "But now I can worry, I don't have people holding me back anymore... I'm worried about Mr. Kris, he's been away for weeks and I just miss him... A lot... A lot more than I thought I would miss anyone again, I physically hurt without him here, like I can't breathe, but I don't know if that's normal, I never miss anyone as much as I miss him..."
Amanda approached the graveyard and dismounted her horse, standing by her horse and looking to the three gravestones of her family, "But then Ms. Brandi showed back up yesterday... And when I saw her, I wasn't mad like I was last time... I was almost relieved, someone else came back and didn't leave me forever, I felt like I could breathe a little bit again... I didn't say anything at the start... I just got up and hugged her, I don't know why I did... I don't like hugs, at least that's what I've always told myself..."
Amanda watched the gravestones and sighed, shaking her head and turning to get back up on her horse, looking back to the gravestones, quietly whispering "I'll be back tomorrow, I promise..." before turning her horse and riding away...
