I'm glad Mama doesn't hate me for doing what I think is best I met her for tea in the Combe and Wattle yesterday. I heard that Papa was still preparing for some venture to look for relics again, its as if he doesn't miss me at all. Life goes on as always with or without me it would seem. I wonder if he will ever accept me again? I hope Mama doesn't leave him on account of our spat that crazy old man needs someone with a stout heart and a clear mind. Which I know Mama has its probably one of the reasons they've been together for so long. Before our meeting Mama sent some coin in the mail for me she would rather me come home. Although, with how things are between Papa and I she said in her letter that she just wants me to be happy. I didn't know she was setting some coin aside for me all of these years in case I ever needed it.
Mama is stubborn, set in her ways, but now I see that she really loves me. All that fuss over me was just her way of saying 'I love you.' I have enough coin now to settle down into Everslade thanks to her. Once I'm settled in and things get furnished I could invite her over. Am I too young to have my own place? No, no I can't afford to think like that. I want to make Mama proud. I need to show that I can take care of myself. I'll be my own homemaker even if I don't have a husband yet. It can't be too hard right? I just need to try my best.
