Soft

I’ve grown softer..with the time I’ve spent with this group, Amanda and Brandilyn. I walked into the pony to hand a letter to Barli to pass to Aghir, maybe be the one Mai finally wishes to read. As I came in, a man was attacked Ces, another came to me. We fought, one escaped and another was severely wounded. I went to finish him but Lasy Ces pleaded mercy and redemption for him and in that moment I wounded his shoulder and let him try to crawl out. I told her she shall not heal him but as he collapsed she ran to him and in that moment, I realized I nearly let a potential threat to Bree survive. I’d of never let that happen in the past, I’d have no heasistion. I’m weak..I let my wall down and let my emotions come back and affect my judgment. No more. The only way to deal with these monsters is meeting them with no mercy in my heart. Im at my best when I have everything pushed away, I have my focus. I promised I’d watch over Bree and the people and I’m going to do that, the only way I know how.