Rellun is unsure of herself.

She keeps her hair and beard trimmed and washed clean, but her clothes show differently.

They are oversized and muddied with rips and tears in them.

Her hands show years worth of scars and old calluses.

Others may be tempted to ask about her past.

Others can, also, see in her eyes that she faces a difficult dilemma. 

Her behavior is of one who's paranoid, always looking over her shoulder.

She walks awkwardly through life, never knowing which direction may lead to prosperity.