*A few quickly jotted notes are at the top of the page.*
Lodes , Redhorn or Silvertine Lonely Span.
As I write this... I can barely keep my eyes open.. I haven't been able to sleep much since I got that disturbing letter, but I'm pretty sure I just had one of those moments in life... where you're never going to forget it.. like ever ! It was unexpected, and ... I liked it.. I. don't know how to explain it... I'd always liked being around Cirdu..but I... I wrote him a letter the other night, that I was in Moria, I was just thinking about him, based off everything I was doing at the time... Hunting orcs, wargs, lizards, you know stuff he'd take me out to do.. and After getting that letter... the scary letter I thought I'd write Cirdu, these days I never know when I might lose my shoes... It's not a comfortable feeling. I didn't expect him to come out here, but he did! I'm glad he did, I feel alot safer with him here... He knows these mines quite well...
I'm completely dodging what happened... He showed me around a bit.. I took some notes.. but I don't remember anything he said epically with what just happened, I can't think about anything else. I'm trying.. its just not working! I.. he.. I feel safer with him here... Did I already write this?! He's going to help me find my brother Dudon, I don't know... what it is... about him...
I just had my first kiss.. THERE I WROTE IT! HAPPY ?!! I don't know I froze I mean, I've always liked Cirdu... Am I repeating myself again? It was such an experience... I mean my cheeks tingled my lips tingled, I knew I was red.. I got this just overwhelming feeling... I didn't know what to do.. how to react.. I've I never been in that situation before... I don't know... I don't know if he was upset that I didn't react.. I'm watching him sleep now, well.. that sounds creepy... I'm mainly just thinking ... Maybe I'm just dreaming, and I'll wake up and he wont be here... Maybe it was all just a dream.... though... I hope it wasn't...
I wish he
*Ceciliy passed out writing her Journal, she was siting leaning back against the Moria wall, by the campfire, her Journal lay opened, if Cirdu wakes up before her he has the option of reading it or closing it and not reading it. Since she feels safe with him close by, near by shuffles of dwarves and random noises in the cave do not wake her.*
