**(( If she receives help, or none it will affect the outcome of her travels. =] In game character name is Leylia not Ceciliy. ))**
I’m losing hope.. I’ve heard a few travelers above me.. every time I do.. I scream for help And they don’t respond. I can even see a watch tower from here.. Those assholes. but Honestly I’m not sure if its an orc watch tower.. or not. I’ve eaten most of my food already. I guess I need to start eating it slower.
I guess it’s a good thing.. sort of that there’s a moat around me. I suppose it’s like a double edge sword. On one hand its protecting me from the wolves and other scavengers, but.. if there was no moat could’ve I crawled my way to Roach? , and made it out of here.. or if I needed crawled my way to the camp from the other night? Who knows. I try to only yell now when I can hear shuffling above me, I’ve given up constantly yelling..It does no good. I hope Roach is still there.. but I don’t know if he will be. I don’t want him to fall victim to the wolves, just because of my stupid curiosity. but thinking this way.. will get me no where.
Sitting here alone really makes you think about things. I want to say someone will find me.. I want to think someone will hear me when I hear them above in the Ruins, but each time the traveler just… pretends not to notice.. fills me with utter hopelessness. Is that even a word? It is now damnit. I hate.... I can’t give up hope..
As long as I don’t move, I don’t have much pain in my leg anymore. Well.. I think I just got used to it.. or it’s just gone numb. I’ve already drank the water out of my waterskin, so I have the most pain when I have to drag myself to the edge to fill it back up. … Or when I have to use the bathroom.. It’s a complete chore. I never realised how much I really need both of my legs. At least it’s just one that isn’t working.. Otherwise I’d really be in bad shape. I guess it’s going to be another long lonely night.
