I spoke to someone in the Pony today.. He never gave me a name, but I was asking about the North. About it's dangers other then being cold. Apparently Thugs like to live up north.. He said to not trust anyone up there. I think that is some pretty good advice.
I was looking for Acherd, he does what I do sometimes. Fishing... but he's a pro, I told him about why I wanted to leave town, that I just feel it isn't safe for me right now.. I need to leave and let things die down. He said he would help me clear my worries while I was gone. He's such a great friend. Desta is for sure a lucky girl!
I hope I can get Gold to remake my swords before I leave. I really hate these tiny daggers I have! ugh, I need my swords! If he's too busy though.. I'll just try and harvest some. I want to leave bree with in 3 days... Sooner If I can. I've managed to find some mittens, and a scarf, and a nice thick furry cloak, and some snow boots! Acherd said I should pack extra food as it's pretty sparse up there. He said he would see me to the boarder if I couldn't find someone, or He'd find someone who is trustworthy enough to help me.
I'm not worried at all about the food part. I plan on visiting a friend in the shire, before I leave, and Hobbits always have the best food! Hopefully my escort wont mind. Though I hope Cirdu will beable to come with, but he does have his room-mate's house to attend to.. It needed some decorations. I haven't been there since I've sent him the stuff I've harvested, I wonder if he used any of it. I'll have to check it out before I leave.
I've gotten some disturbing news... I do not believe it is good to write about it here, so I wont, but, fleeing from the roses seems like the right choice for now. I took an oath... and I am breaking it... I'm hoping being out of town will give people time to forget about me. Vav, my own comrade also being hostile to me... made me think twice about staying around home. I just really get a bad vibe from her...
I am sad I wont be able to continue my Dancing lessons for a little while. Although Tarth has told me he is going to be off watching his son from the shadows, keeping an eye on him. I don't know if I will tell Tarth about my trip to the North, or Gold, or anyone in the Kin... I think It's best if I just hide for a while. I'll write my Pony friends while I'm away to let them know I'm okay.

