Today I met a total Bitch. Sorry if that is a bit blunt, But I don't really care, your my Journal! She reminded me of my Step-mother. Scary enough, she even looked like her too. She is Khhan's apprentice I believe, no doubt she's going to start learning that scary magic he knows. Let me explain how everything went down, so you have a better understanding of her.
There was a meeting, It was different then my meeting, but then again, it was different leadership I suppose. Gold was running the show, not Hawk. I got made the center of attention in my meeting.. I was introduced to everyone.. but no one to me. Here no one was introduced to her either, and she wasn't introduced to the rest of us... I did catch her name that Gold called her, Which was [Freelinking: External target “http://laurelinarchives.org/profile/13215” not found]. I call her Vav since she doesn't like it. I was trying to say Vaven.. but she ended up pissing me off, so she lost my respect to get her name right.
I saw her in the Pony, so I decided to talk to her for a bit. Asked her what she did, though I don't remember if she told me. I told her about my gardening, and how I'd had a great harvest recently. I decided she was safe to show my fruits and veggies to, so I took her to my friend's apartment in bree. Since it was safe from prying eyes. Dudon was still in the apartment at the time, but he left shortly after, Only to get caught by the bree town watch and thrown into jail! Poor guy, He's really losing his farming touch.. Oh I am getting off topic sorry.
So, I show her my goods, and she eyes a particular dagger, I grin, happy thinking I'm going to make an easy sale...annd I was wrong! Apparently this dagger reminded her of her papa, Why a dagger reminds you of your papa is a bit odd... but I guess I understand. The only thing I have of my papa left is his steed... and poor Roach, I don't know how much longer he has left in him. Then I'll have nothing. I miss my Father... He was such a good man. How he ended up with such a cruel and heartless women is beyond me. But I'm getting distracted!! grrr!
Vav demanded that I tell her where the dagger came from. What kind of gardener tells someone where they got there fruits from!? An Unprofessional one! Since she was part of the Kin, I told her to keep the stupid dagger... that with her attitude she'll need it for sure. I didn't want to deal with her, and at that moment I was glad to away from the Kin. I'm seriously reconsidering everything I've been doing of late, I think I'm going to do what I do best!
I really hope I don't have to deal with Vav again. She seems heartless, She can't joke around, laugh, or smile without it looking wicked. I don't like being around those kinds of people. Its just not who I am, and its not who I want to associate myself with.
I'm starting my preparations to travel North tomorrow. I think it will take me 3 days time to have everything ready for my leave. My safety is just not here in bree. I need to go. It's a shame, I'll have to keep in contact with my friends by mail for some time. I hope I don't have to travel alone. I hope Cirdu will come with me, he knows the land very well it seems... but if he can't I will travel alone. Dudon did it, and lived If he can do it, I can do it!!

