I'm almost as happy to see Cirdu as I am to see Dudon..... Now that I think about it... possibly happier.. Ha! I'll never tell my little buddy that! No worries... Anyway If you haven't guessed! I saw Cirdu todaay! He took me to see his new house... his house with Roommates. It's quite big. Empty but big! Dudon would love that place. They have a hug Keg, and a bunch of little ones. At least they have there priorities straight!
I slipped up asking him how to get out of a certain situation... Sorta of told him how I ran from my last problem... which was changing my name... and running. Never looking back. I haven't the clue if my Step-Mother is still alive even. I could careless. She is a monster. No matter... No need to dwell on a negative past. I'm Ceciliy now... and that's all that matters!
But... I told him my real name.. Dudon doesn't even know my name isn't Ceciliy! I am a bit worried that my past will sneak back up to bite me in the ass. He said I didn't have to... but he was curious... I don't know my brain was screaming at me No DON'T DON'T but.. it came out of my mouth.. Why? why did I not listen to my instincts? I trust him... Maybe him knowing my real name will get me out of trouble someday... I hope he keeps it to himself...
He gave me a hint about my challenge!! He said it involves a map, and a dark place. MAP!! AHhhhh That is a challenge in itself. I hope he'll help me read the map! I do not have a sense of direction at all! I'm excited! I can't wait for the day that he shows me those wargs that are as big as horses! It will be so exciting!
This is totally not related but whatever it's my Journal right! Fuck yes it is! Ha! I'm awesome! Yes yes I know you are! HAhahaha ok.. I'm done being cocky. I took roach up a little north of Rivendell... Met the type of trolls you can't talk to to all night to live. and oh my the Snow is soo cold! I can't even begin to tell you how many times I feel off Roach today. My poor steed. I'm going to inspect someone elses for a few days letting it rest. Some nice man with an absolutely gorgeous steed helped us. I wish I remembered it's name It was such a pretty name, and bright red armor, fit for a king I tell you! OH MY WHAT IF IT WAS A KING! No way, maybe a knight or something. Ugh I've had some bad run ins with knights... well if he was He was a helpful knight. Hopefully I'll see him again someday..
Man this entry is all over the place. Whatever ! It's mine!

