Lenwenn

Entry: Third Dated: 16th of July Subject: Duty and Revenge We are so few in number, that a death of one of us is something we cannot take lightly. After the Sacking, there are so few of us Calthrian’s remaining I do not think we can start over again. I think of all of us, Zelderan has suffered the worst. The death of Sabrial, most of the Fifth Company, his son Ravenal…And now Athenna. *Isilorbor closes his eyes for a moment, fighting down dark clouds in his mind before carrying on*

Dear Diary, Well where to begin.. Father is away again, fighting a dangerous campaign far away in mirkwood, father is always away, I think it is a mental issue that keeps driving him away from home. This time, he did not even take the efford to say goodbye not that I've spoken with him often the last few months but I atleast expected he would wish his daughters well while he was away.

*Looks at Lendil in his crib sleeping peacefully, turning to the desk, only light by a few candles, picks up her quill and starts writing* Isilorbor have left for Mirkwood, he have been gone for a few weeks now. I've decided to keep a journal when his away. Keeping these thoughts in my head doesn't help me, they stick and become like poison.