the shades

There has been awhile since I have written in my diary.

It has not been much that has happened the latest days, except that I have received an order from the Major's wife in Bree-Town, she wanted me to create her a dress.
A big honour of course, as it is my first order from the high-class circle. It's a painstaking work indeed, but I need the dress to be perfect, it may affect my future orders and renome as a Seamstress.

The latest weeks have been incredible busy.
Not only have we had some spontaneous performances in Bree. But I also joined the Caravan to the South to aid my friends, but when we came to Thornehad, I got this enormous feeling of longing. I missed my daughter so much and I decided to leave politely the Caravan and my friends. I hope they do not feel any kinds of disappointment, I hope not..I am no fighter, scouter I cannot even cook..I only play my music, but I do believe Mugendo is joining still, so they will have enough entertainment to keep the spirit up..

The days seems quite brighter now, ever since I said farewell to my father, and had the little ceremony in Eregion I have felt peace.. Is like a heavy burden has dissapeared..
I even changed my black dress, to a white one.. I do not know if it suits me better but I have decided to not look back anymore, but look at the future.. I have done some some small changes outwards and in the inside, small changes that slowly starts to make me calm and harmonic inside.

I have now made peace with myself...and I also said goodbye to my father.. His memory will always lives though.. But it was important for me to close this chapter in Eregion to finally be able to go on with my life..My friend Linrond have been my company on my journey back to Bree and a great support to me.. Linrond that I have a hard time to relate too, that I cannot be to close too.. Is very complicated..He found me and he wanted to help me back home...

This week, The Shades and Whiteberry made a little play of a wellknowned story we found in the archives...The idea and the work is done and created by Whiteberry!

Today is the day.

I waved goodbye to my dear daughter Welin. It was time to finally travel to Rivendell and search the archives. Ser Matheric kindly offered himself to escort me through the dry terrains of Lone-lands and all the way through Trollshaws to Rivendell. I told him that I probably could do the journey myself, but he was quite determined to help me and show me the archives, and point out the information that he found.

The journey continues..
This week we have played on a place, we never been at.. a battlezone someone calls it.. And I was so terrified and scared for the outome. .. My dear friend Captian Dynnagorn chosed to have his wedding in Ost Ringdyr in Ettenmoors. I am not sure the reason why he wanted to choose such a dreadful location for himself and his beloved, but I believe it was here he first met Lady Iricine. And even though is a dangerous place, I think they both have some sort of sentimental feelings about this place.