I have been quite busy the latest days, I am still on my journey to Lindon with Lithia, and Lord Earinlin is still working on his tasks. He has to fullfill Tûr Anglachelm quest before he can starts to work on the task given from my dear mother.. I know Earinlin will not rush and do something in haste, is easier to fail in that way.. But I am a patience Lady I will not pressure him or anything..After all we have a whole eternity together..
I do not want to talk about this either when we first are together. The little time I am able to share with him, is to precious and valuable for me..So I do not want to mention a word about the missions given to him.
I can see it in his eyes, that this tasks burdens him.. They are both difficult, and quite risky.. Many have lost their lifes in Sammath Gûl.. Even though he will have help from mighty warriors from his house that will help him, or go there for other reasons. I know I will worry a lot.. He says he have no choices than do fullfill this tasks. He has such high regards for my mother, and huge respect for his Tûr. He do not dare to go against his Tûr again.
But there is one choice though.. I could let him go.. in that way he will be free from everything and all his burdens, and my mother and Anglachelm has no rights anymore to make him complete this tasks.... But is all so difficult.. My heart has already chosen, so has his.. So no matter what we decide to do, it will be wrong..
Right now. I do not want to think about this.. I will meet him this evening in Dullond under the starry sky.. I will leave my companions for a little while..I shall play some melodies for him, we will be together.....
