After some peaceful years in Imladris, I finally have settled down, and feel one with the environment around me. I do sense I am calm and relaxed.
Many tests has been given to me during the years, and many thoughts has darkened my mind. The strange song that has filled my heart and infested my clear thoughts, has been a burden to me for so many years, but now this song has left me, and I feel glad and peaceful..
I am aware of the darkness stirring in the east, but our time has soon come to leave Middle Earth. I feel it deep inside.
I might be wrong, but I have such strong feeling that another song will feel my heart again, and is not the dark song I have heard for so long. It will be a melodic calling summoning us for a great journey.
I smile a lot these days, is much I need to prepare before the journey to the west. Many friends has been visited, and many gifts has been given.
I even celebrated new year with very good friends, it was an evening for joy, but also for deep thoughts. I could feel it during the evening from some of the eldars.
I do not wish to leave Middle Earth and not knowing what will happen to the lands I love. But I do not feel this war is aimed at us. I do not know that for certain though, not the wisest can tell. If we are needed before the summoning, I will help out as I know how to wield my spear.
During these days I have not used much time on big thoughts and big actions. I have been reading, and I have worked a lot in the garden. My thoughts often go to my mother Eovina, that once again has left the Vale for personal tasks she has to do..
I am also Earinlin's bethrotal, hence I have been working a lot in our new house, to prepare it for a big day to come...
