Change of plans

I was packed and ready, ready to go on my journey to angmar. I knew this was my only chance to stop this sickness..since the wraith cut my eye back on that day. I have been hearing voices, and feeling constant pain. I was able to be healed to an extent. I know this darkness tries to consume me, I only have a bit of time before I become, well one of them. I know however if I can't find what I need to stop it, I will take my life before I ever succumb to such evil. But plans have changed, Gwaed, calikos woman had returned. It was nice to see her but I felt my heart ache for her, I saw her sorrow that Caliko was gone. I vowed to find him and I was able to track him to a general area where I got a response. He said he would come back but never told me when. So I wait now, hoping to catch him.  I will endure this sickness until I know Caliko is back and with Gwaed once more. I know my days are numbered now..just a matter of when they end.