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Another long talk (New Entry 8)



The other day Fastdred realized I didn't know much about his past so he told me he'd tell me over breakfast. The tale took up much of the day. We shared our past, though I glazed over mine. I will let him read this book one day. So much in here is hard for me to speak about, I know there are a few pages that I just can't seem to look at as well. He promised me we will look at those together one day. I'm not sure when that day will come though. The longer time passes since my father was executed the less interested I am in them. Dred is here for me, so the past just doesn't seem to hold sway on me like it once did.

I won't put Dred's past in here, if someone were to find this and read it... They don't need to know about his past, unless he wishes them to. All they need to know is I love him, he loves me, and we are happy.

Wolfward has shown back up, told me he got lost again. He was attacked and lost everything, including his ability to walk well. It hurt to watch him in so much pain. He was my first love and he will always have a place in my heart but I have moved on. I can't stress enough how I feel for Dred. When he holds me, it's as if all the bad in the world is blocked out and can't reach me.