My hands are shaking... I'm so nervous, because I want to surprise my darling when he will come home tonight. No, not birthday or anything to celebrate, I just want him a good and peaceful night at home. The dinner is ready soon and I tried to cook one of Quineven's pie. No, it's not perfect as her ones, but I think it's enough good. Nobody can race with her if it's about to cook pie!
I made him a bracelet as a gift from leather, I hope he will like it. Now I need to decorate the rooms... because of the snow I can't use flowers to decorate with. I think I will use some pine branch and ribbons.
'Stop to be nervous Edel! Everything will be alright!'
I put up the decoration and it falls down always... I'm close to cry, but I won't give up. Everything is ready after some hours, he just need to come home now. Sitting down, places my hands on my stomach and looking around...
'You changed Edel. You changed a lot.'
