Dear Diary,
...she is moving around all day... yes, she... or he! I really don't know now. Sooner I was sure about we will have a girl, after we talked about the names I thought that will be a boy. Now I think it's a girl again. I will be crazy soon!
I stay at home more and more. My family's friend manages our farm very well, so I don't need to go there. I don't have any job now in the Dawn too. I can look after our home. I decorated the smaller room to our future child. Took care about our new puppy, I named her to Lady. I found her in the forest when I was out to hunt. She is so cute and Falarthin let me to keep her. He let me a lot things, sometimes too much I think, but I'm sure it's because he loves me so much.
I'm lucky with him. I can remember when we first met. I played on my harp in The Prancing Pony and he came to me. Tried to talk with me... just tried yes, because there was another one who tried it too. He talked a lot and my dear Falarthin just stared at me and listened to my playing. His mischievous smile on his face and his eyes, how he looked at me enchanted me so fast. Later I told to the other man to leave me. We talked a lot on that night near a lake with a bottle of wine. That two days together changed our life forever. I can't imagine my life without him and I don't want too.
How many times? How much I need to wait till I can hold our baby in my arms? I can't wait. I can't!
Keep my secrets dear diary,
Edel
