My beloved Dove, key of my heart. You who are endowed with flowers, blessed with fidelity, hidden in veil of golden hair, mother of my daughter, i run to you in my dreams. As our days were once beautiful like dreams only bravest or fools can dream about. I seek forgiveness for my deeds, i beg you to forgive me my foolishness and temper, that set us apart. I wish i died that day, and even i know you would mourn me, but you wouldn't be in such danger. I hope you arrived safely at far north, and i hope my cousin will treat you well as you two deserve. I don't doubt at him at all, he is my blood, honorable and filled with justice, one of rare i think as my brother.
I bless the moment when your brother saved you from assassins hands, and i regret your family payed price of my deeds. She was like my mother too, and that is what i will never forgive to myself. How cruel must he be to kill such kind old woman? The one that gave him shelter? Offered him new life..for few gold coins..
Your father visits me everyday, he tells me he understands and that is not my fault, but i see his eyes filled with sadness and i cant..i cant sleep. Brother of yours is angry and he showed no mercy, i fear for him, he promised he will revenge death of your mother and attempt on your life. Send him letter, beg him to stop that foolishness. I don't want another life be taken cause of my pride.
They fight for my freedom even because of me your mother was killed. I don't understand..
How is Melethiel? I miss her laughter and her bright eyes..her bravery and desire to know. Does she still asks many questions? Did she grown? Write me, my love, as every your word is like hope.
Don't worry i have many friends here, i was suprised how many enemies Gormegil had, some call me hero..would hero endanger lives of family?
Send my regards to Belethui and his family. Ah i heard your mothers family is went to north too. Tarcyn if remember well. Seek them out.
I love you and don't despair my dove. I will return, if nothing seven years of imprisonment is not a lot, when you consider my crime.
Kisses to you and Melethiel.
*signed*
Tirmegil Thoramath
