[The handwriting is rather shaky and sloppy, as if written uncautiously]
Right now, I'm sat on the floor, in a corner of the kitchen of the Prancing Pony. I... am honestly not sure what just happened. I arrived here only a hour or so ago, I had some ale... I think... And eventually, for some bizarre reason I have no memory of, Kelinor and I started arguing. Or perhaps was it not an argument, but I just said something wrong? Either way, I... Don't know what actually happened. Until he rushed off, from the main room and in here where I am now. He was upset, frustrated, rather pissed off.. Stressed out, would probably be the most suitable word. He said something rather unclear about the pressure of leading the Legion. How he is not even close to the leader Loor was, and how he will be beheaded if he fails. I don't know what that means, "if he fails"? What is there to fail? I don't know, but... I tried to calm him down. I told him he will not fail, if only he allows others to support him in leading. I think... I put my hand on his, to clearer show my support, and when I removed it again... It all happenes so fast, but before I knew what was happening I felt his lips against mine. Completely taken by surprise I froze still, my heart pouding fast. I don't know if it was for an ounce of a second, or several such, but as I regained concious of what was going on I carefully returned the kiss. After that... I don't know. I really don't know. But he left. I remember he smiled to me as he walked out, and... I guess that's a good sign, but... I really don't know. We just met. He's a human. And my commander! I'm here to look after my brother, I can't... This, it's just bizarre! Though still, the feeling of his lips against mine... I've never felt anything like it before.
Ithilwien
