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Emma's many faces



Emma Barnweed waited in the kitchen of the orphanage. She expected Iris to arrive soon. Her colleague was still upstairs putting the last of the children in bed. In the meantime, Emma prepared a potato dish with the little time that was left. Iris worked only in the orphanage for about two years. Far less than Emma, that’s for sure. Nonetheless, Iris and Emma didn’t get to know each other well in that time. Was it really because they didn’t get the chance? Secretly Emma didn’t like Iris very much. As a matter of fact, she found Iris very rude, and neither did she show any respect for Emma. In contrast to Emma, Iris came from a very good family. Why did she come to work in the magic well, an orphanage in the sorest quarter of Bree, in shortage of funds and almost completely relying on gifts? Wendy, the mistress of the magic well and a respectable lady in her fifties, founded the orphanage twenty years ago in a pure act of benevolence, and managed almost all practical aspects. Only for accountancy she received help from Claude, an honest volunteer who’s active as a librarian in his retirement. He used to work as a clerk in the town hall, Emma recalled. But Iris, who always boasted about her ambition, where did she fit in all of this? Emma couldn’t say.

 

The door opened. Finally! There you are, said Emma. Did John pee in his pants again?
Thank goodness no! Iris said. Daisy was being annoying again. She wanted another bedtime story.
Oh nice, what story did you tell?
Uh no, I didn’t tell her any story. Iris sighed. She was only a care-taker and didn’t nurse like Emma. She didn’t look very passionate.
Emma looked puzzled to Iris, and decided to let it go. Look what I made! Potatoes gratinated in cheese.
Iris looked and settled down. So, we’re not doing this very often. Thanks for the invitation, Iris said.
It’s nothing. I felt it was about time to do it. A silence fell, and for a moment the two women only took a bite from Emma’s culinary wonder (it was her first time). Apart from the sound of swallowing and the metal sounds of the cutlery, there wasn’t anything. Then, the nothingness grew unbearable.
So, what are you up to tonight?, Emma asked.
Eight o’clock, Iris replied. I have a rendezvous with a friend.
Emma looked up to Iris.
Ah yes, romantically yes! Iris added. We have been meeting for a while.
I’m so happy for you! Emma put her hand on her chest.
I know! I’m really hoping he will propose me! Iris called out.
That would be so amazing! Who is it?
Bert Grainhop! I’m so delighted he asked me out! Iris giggled. Then a silence fell. Again.
You mean Mr Grainhop, the jeweler? Emma asked in confusion.
Iris nodded.
But… Mr Grainhop is 41! You’re what? 23?
Well, yes. But we’re really getting along, and he has very good prospects, Iris stammered.
What do you mean? Prospects?! In what if I may ask? Methinks the age gap is a bit too big no? Emma pinned her potato with more violence than intended.
His business is running very well and he has a lot of money. And he has a great house too, Iris summed up. We could live very comfortably…
I don’t know, said Emma bluntly. Do you love him at least?
Could be worse.
So it is about the money, Emma concluded. Are you sure?
Iris angrily shoved her chair away. What do you need to sermon me about?! she cried out. Yes! I know about the age gap! But you know what? It perfectly works out, and you’re definitely the last person to teach me about relationships. Do you think yourself so much better?!
Common Iris! Be reasonable…
And you breastfeed in this orphanage for what? ten years! And you have seven children, but there’s not a single man about! You’re the one running naked and doing all kinds of funny things! Don’t teach me about morality!
And with that Iris scurried off and slammed the door behind her.

 

Now that a disturbing peace had returned in the orphanage, Emma sighed. She leaned backwards on her chair. She didn’t feel very much for that last potato, and neither did Iris finish her dish. But Iris was so young, Emma thought. And at least, she still had a choice. Yes, not all was untrue about what Iris said. Emma had never really been clear about her children. And admittedly, she DID run naked on the street. But that was a very unfortunate happening, completely beyond her control. Quite the gossip went around in town when that happened. As a matter of fact, Emma had a very particular reputation in Bree. She was regarded as a true gossip, and she was a bit too comfortable around people, but nobody ever took her very seriously. Even though she thought herself very smart. The folks found her quite a lunatic, but she liked to keep it that way. Best for the jobs purposes and all. Then again, in the bakery she was a very different person than she would be in the tavern, and neither of two resembled in anything when she worked here, at the orphanage. Emma had many different faces. She and her sister lived in precarious circumstances, and this got Emma into one and the other. But Iris came from a good family with willing parents. She had plenty of opportunities, but hanging out with Mr Grainhop, that did not feel right. Wouldn’t a sensible woman feel a bit misused? If not now, then at least later for sure. Emma absolutely detested Iris for her ambition and naivety, basically her privileged situation. But she also wanted to protect Iris. After all, nobody should be like Emma.