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Listed musings



Found:

 

* Two feet, two worlds, pick one: Must first ascertain stability.

* Talk: Want to. Can't. Need to be talked to.

* House: Loathe. Convenient. Hated. Start again?

* Money: Useful. Ultimately meaningless.

* Work: Something to do.

* Restlessness: Rising.

* Child: Already discussed. No new ground here. May aid against restlessness? Poor excuse to breed.

* Marriage: Unnecessary. But willing if asked.

* Thoughts: Entirely my own. 

* Me: Moreso than ever. Stronger, more stable.

* Adjustments: Need to be made. Not only by me.

* Trust: Do trust. Don't feel trusted.

* Woad: Increasingly wary. Trying to help or hinder? Uncertain. Still like.

* Ruemax: Not my problem.

* Tilton: Not my problem.

* Tamisra: Not my problem.

* Dernwynn: Don't always agree. Still like.

* Erebor: Still want to go. Reluctantly resigned to not going. Not happy.

* Bree: Brown. Relentlessly tedious or overwhelmingly dramatic. No middle ground.

* Dreams: Annoying, but manageable. Should fade soon.

* Valerian tea: Useful in the short term. Does not solve the issue, merely postpones it.

* Evendim: See point #1.

* Elias: Should probably see how he's doing. Not sure I want to.

* Aeruthuil: Mostly tolerable. See above.

* Plans: Not today. Should probably try to be more co-operative. Caveat - Will I be afforded the same?

* Commitment: Willingly given. Mind unchanged. Believe same is returned. Still worried in light of recent events.

* Love: Very much do. Confusing. Difficult. How to show?

* Rowan: Need to talk. Also needs to talk. Tail chasing. See point #2. Break cycle somehow.