Ninth Entry

I can't begin to write what emotions and thoughts are haunting me.
He's missing, and I can't find him.
Why did I let him convince me that I didn't bring bad luck to those I love.

Yes. Love. Why did I never tell him? Will I ever?
Delugoth told me he disappeared. That he stuck his nose where it didn't belong. That sounds alot like him. But nobody ever gets the better of him...except for Delugoth.

Desperation drove me to speak to that terrible man. I regret it. All he did was confirm what I already knew.

I can't find him. What happens if I never se             I need to calm down.