There are blanks in my memory…
Sometimes when I awaken to my surrounding I don’t know how I get there… or when…
There is something different… someone in my thoughts… Although it’s hiding from my sight I can feel its presence, like another conscious of myself which is totally a stranger for me. I can feel how it’s becoming courageous day by day and searching…
Searching for knowledge…
It’s trying to weaken me…
I know it’s the reason of my restless nights…
Sneaking in my thoughts, planting seeds of doubt and distrust…
But I hid them…
Reiven giggles hysterically
I locked and hid all my knowledge from its reach. Yet it’s taking my whole power and concentration. It’s draining what’s left within me.
Yes… I am hiding the knowledge but loosing the control of my body.
I know it sounds crazy even I sometimes doubting my mental health. How can I expect others to believe me … Poor Fui imprisoned in a bed with a broken leg because of me. She didn’t say anything yet I saw the look on her face… Scared… She looked at me like looking at a stranger but then her eyes get widen with recognition. “Riven!!!” she cried while wrapping her arms around me “Fui afraid..”.
I don’t know how much I can endure this...
My body… my own blood is betraying me…
If only I can have a bit of sleep… just for an hour..
A quiet hour that’s all I need…
