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A Battered Notebook: 2 Mede Mersday



Tosie's angry at me for looking at another woman. I was just looking, it's not like my eyes went and grabbed her arse. Besides, the saucy wench was with her man, I didn't want anything to do with her. They're sellswords, whores of war. The very kind of scum my little sister is dating. But she doesn't see that, she sees me wanting another. It's silly, I like Tosie. I like her cute freckles and luscious mouth, the way she smiles and talks to me. I know she's mute but she says much in the smallest gestures. I thought I made that very clear, I like her above any other.  

How could I forget what strong drink does to me? Besides the hangover, I become a right arsehole. I knew I should have refused the brandy but I had such a nice time chasing my little rabbit. And how she's turned away from me. She'll come around, I think. I hope so. It'd be silly to throw away what we have over such a petty thing. I told her, I wasn't the nicest guy and booze makes it worse. I'd never cheat on her though, ever. If I wanted another, I would tell her but I don't. It's up to her though, I'd never force her to stay with me if that is not what she wanted. I want her though, moody fits and all, if she can put up with my bouts of being a cunt.