This last few nights had been terrible, not much sleep and the baby was now moving more and more. Caith tried to not show Mil all this even if she thougt that Mil did see how hard time she was going through. She had counted the months and it should be time for births soon. Everytime she thougt about that she feel nervous and worried. When she still was able to travel she went back to Bree to seek someone that could give her knowledge that she needed to give birth. She got some books and good tips. After some reading she got more and more calm. Even if she now could not leave her home she was trying her best to clean and cook and preparing for the baby. They days passed on and Caith though that is she is not soon is going to have thos baby she will pass out. This morning she was up early and could feel something was different but she did not say anything. She tried to do some work but felt that every time she tried she got to tired to continue so she stopped by the fire. Then Milcroft returned though the door. At the same time as she hear him speak she feel the heavy pain in her stomach. She feel Milcroft grabe her asking if she was fine and if it was time yet. She told him as it was. She did not know. But then her water broke. Now she know they need to hurry, she panic a little feeling like she had not prepared anyting at all. She is trying to focus on her breathing as she had been told to do. She told Mil to take her to the bedroom, she noticed he was breathing faster then normal and his pulse was rushing. He carry her in to the bed and place her gently on to the bed. She closed her eye´s trying to remember all they women had told her. The pain was stronger then she ever felt before, but she manage to tell Mil to go get blankets, towels and a bowl of water and a smaller knife. This was as much as she could do before the pain was to much, she screamed louder in a attempt to make it go away. She could see the fear in Mil´s eye´s, she could not blame him. This was the first time for them both even if she had been with Zandy in the first phase of her birth of her dauther. The pain started to be longer and the pauses was nearly gone. She knew it was time, so she started to push. The birth felt like it took forever and the pain was just heavyer, she almost felt like she was going to pass put as suddenly the pain was gone. She hold her eye´s closed and just listens. Then she heard the little one start screaming. She did it, she was now a mother. She opend her eye´s and she could see Mil sitting by the edge of the bed, holding their child in his arms. She could not believe it was true. The happyness in his face was making her cry. He then placed the little one on to her chest as she tell her, it is a boy. Never could she know she could be this happy and feel so much love. Now, I have a family.
