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Thoughts on the past, and the future.



I woke again to find Seble cuddled up to me in bed, Even after I tried to kill her, she can still see some good in me, so she tells me....I don't know why, but to each their own.

 

I keep thinking about the past, what I did when I ran off, the people I hurt, the people who watched their loved ones cut down by my blades, the faces of those I killed, man, woman and child.

I can live with that, I have done far worse things in the past, for now I look to the future, try and put that behind me and find something else to do, maybe just spend my days in the pony, drinking, or I could join up with some sellswords, I don't know, and I had better get back to the bed before that girl freaks out and thinks I'v run off again.

In time maybe I will change, but for now, I'll do what I was trained to do, and maybe find the peace that I crave.