We arrived to our destiny yet and I´m in the list of the Army. I am Roy, brother of Anadryt and they think I can´t talk. I feel so bad lying and making him doing that. I only hope none discover what I am doing. I have to sleep with all the men and I cut my hair and I changed the color to red. My husband hates it so he will look at me less than usual.
We have to show our skills tomorrow. I am not worried, I know my father did his best, but I was there looking at their training and i was thinking... finally i am here. I felt so alone... pretending I am someone I am not... I am alert and nervous whole time and I only want to touch his hand, and I need him to hug me and tell me we are going to be fine, but we can´t do it. Fortunately, he found a place for being alone for a while, but we can´t use it too often. This is going to be harder than when he was courting me, unless then we didn't think we could die and I could talk.
I am glad my father talked to me about the army and that Klauss was so unappropriated with his language sometimes, that will help me to handle the jokes. I seem the smaller of then like a very young guy. Unless Anadryt is big and strong so... I trust they wont do too many jokes to me with him beside me.
We will see how all this is going... Let´s go Rhianonn, you are there yet, with him, you have passed the first test.
"Fear can block you never... breath deeply, open your eyes, see everything like if you were just watching, be cold and focus in the field and the weakness of your enemy... and... you got it!!... Let´s move, soldier!" Thanks father, I promise you will be proud of me. Now I am that son you wanted to have, that soldier you did from me.
