Despite of lot of people insist in I am a woman that I´ve been with lot of men, the truth is that I talked to lot of men to know them as they insisted in trying to court me. But talk only means exchange words. Only 4 of them had truly intentions of marry me, and asked permission to my father, and of course I only took seriously to that men. I chose klauss to be my fiance, so loyal, so warm, so brave, and so honorable. he never touched me, he never kissed me while he was courting me, we just talked and our relathionship was perfect. But he went to the war and said to me I should stay in Bree and not to wait for him. So that is what I did respecting his decision.
After that, I started my relathionship with Rick Cobb... warm, lovingly, and good man but his concept of honor was not the same than mine, so It didn't work.
And finally... I found Anadryt, he put all his effort in change himself for being that man he wanted to be and that man my honor needed him to be. As Klauss, he took care of my honor, he took care of my purity, and he took care of me. He asked permission to my father and courted me as he had to and finally he asked for my hand in a lovely party. I saw my father hugging him that day like a son and I never had been happier.
In some weeks more, we finally got married. The night before I was so nervous that I didn't sleep, I only wanted to be perfect with my dress and hair, thank you to my friends that helped me with all their patience. I only could think "please I wish he thinks I am beautiful and he likes me!" and Roth came to talk to me and we made a deal to handle our fears. So many years hating my body, I didn't know if he was going to like it the first day he saw it or if I was going to be a good woman for him cause maybe my purity was not enough. I was so terrified... Finally i went to Zandy´s house to sleep cause I couldn't sleep alone with all that stress.
I went to Treslebridge to help with the things. Anadryt was there so nervous like me, Cait, Zandy, Roth, they helped me a lot that day... and I was glad cause finally Rick was so lovely like the man I loved. He gifted to me a hat like his. He knows how I love that hat and all that it meant for us. I only missed klauss... the man that had been so important in my life, my guide, my trainer, my love, wasn´t there to share my happiness. But then I looked Anadryt again, smiling me, winking me, making me blush and laugh like never, enlighting my soul, and I realized how lucky i was having him beside me.
Who cared if Taala was having an argument with Rannie? who cared if Styr was there... who did invite him...? I only cared for that green eyes looking at me like only he does.
And that night when we were alone, he told me with a sweet tone and looking at my eyes "Come here, my princess!" I felt safe in his arms and the fear went away. With every word, with every touch, with every kiss, he healed all the wounds of my soul and fixed all that was broken in me.
