I when back form being in Ered Luin a short time, I felt like I needed time to get my self in balance again so I run off. I sent some letters to my friend to not be worried for me and that I should return when I was better. My time there was wonderful, I just love to feel the air and the silence. The view is so peacefully. I spend most of the time looking at the waterfall and the wind blowing in the threes as my thoughts run through my head. When I least expected it Qswas appeared behind me, I had know idea how he found me but I felt glad that he did. We talked and hug each other, just enjoy our company. It was a lovely time. I had my doubt about if he was the right one for me but now I am sure he is.
I went back to Bree early because I know the BAA had planed a trip to The Misty Mountains and I felt I needed to join them. Today I wish I had stayed in Ered Luin.
I was happy to comeback to Bree, I missed some off the things in Bree. When I comeback i heard it was a wedding between Rhia´s father and Carri. I felt so happy when I got the news. Me and Qswas went there. It was lovely, except the bride was nervous and was late but we had a lovely time with music and dance. The couple was so beautiful. I regret that our wedding was so small and our friends did not join us but I happy to have him as my husband and that´s was matters.
After the wedding we was in a bit of a hurry so we get the group together really quick and Rhia, Shedrick and Widmir join us to. That made me happy. We had prepared this trip well. We ride through land after land. I enjoy every land I saw. Half way to Rivendell some off the grope member discovered we had a follower. A man with covered face. I tried to look at him to see if we could trust him but I did not felt good about him at all. But Anadryt decided he could join us to Rivendell and so he did. We arrived at Rivendell and it was as lovely as I remember it to be. We took a break in ar travel and the leaders discussed what to do about the follower and they decided if he wanted to he could follow us. And so he did.
We continued our trip, It was cold and the bears started to be bigger up here. I felt a bit worried as closer we get to the Mountains. We had some small breaks and discussed how we was gonna do this. When we arrived I notice that the grope was not holding together as we had decided to. I had trouble to decided how to follow but I had my eye´s on Qswas and followed him. This was our biggest mistake we did. The fight was hard and after a time it started to get to dangerous. I saw peopled geting hurt. Anadryt told us to get back again and as we started to run back Komatsu sad he had forgott something and started to run back, everyone started to run around and we got splited. The last thing a remeber is I heard Anadryt yelled he was going after Komatsu. I lost the track of him.. and I was orded to return..
Back in Bree I collapsed in cry.. I felt like I had failed badly. Anadryt and Komstu was missing and alot of us was hurt. I had got a hit in my head but I could not care about my self. Qswas and Rhia was trying to talk to me. After I tried to fix Qswas knee he fall a sleep and I return to Bree and meet up with Rhia. I needed to talk to her and she talk me so I did calm down.
The day after me and Rhia and Altheric did go back to look for Anadryt but we did not find anything. I started to feel something was not right with my eye´s, could it be the hit I got or? I did not say anything. We head back to Bree with nothing. Rhia need to rest and I return to the pony and I meet Naris. I told him about our trip and all. We did go to talk to Rhia but we could not find her. At this moment I had no sight on my right eye and I had to tell Naris how look me in the eye. He told me to stay still and the he spoke some word I never heard before and I got a warm feeling and light appears around me. After a time he asked me if my eye was better. I looked around me and I saw a bit better on my right eye. He told me I will be totally good in some days.
I need to be strong now and wait for all to get better and hope for that Anadryt to return unharmed.
