*The page is badly treated, with a considerable amount of scratches, stains of ink and blood on its sides and in the middle the content,with a small calligraphy yet readable.*
It have been a week... a month... I don't know, the only fact that I know that she's gone, and I'm scared... I feel lost... is like my mind is tearing apart, the voices starting to be less strong and instead a new one... is like the roar of a bear... no... the roar of a beast even worse than any creature in this land that I ever saw... Rosie... she's gone... she's fucking gone... Oh dear, why did you die for me?... I deserve death... I deserve everything...
I... I tried to kill one of my companions... Annsuel is her name and still she wants to help me... Why? Why I have to attract people?... They are in great danger at my side... I tried to choke her to death... tried to cut her throat with a dagger... even tried to... Oh please... I don't even remember who I am now... Otto is gone... Rosie is gone... and I feel like I can't control myself anymore...
The hell is happening?... Even my companions are doubting of me... I woke up tied up and starting to ask questions with my hands and feet tied... My claf was hurt and still they didn't wanted to release me... Fiontann... no... no one trust in me now...
Why did I have to exist first...? Why I'm doing this?... Who I was before?...
Who I am?...
