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The Third Journal - "Dad"



I'm so confused by it all.. Guardian training went well, I won against both my opponents. But. Then a man came by.. A man named Cehondel Leodent.. A man who, years ago, was married to my mother.. He is my dad..

He came by looking for his other daughter, Ceou.. He carried an image of her, which.. Looked exactly like me.. She is my twin, wherever she is... From what I understand, he and mom split when I was born.. He took her with him to Gondor.. Left me with mom.. The man is wealthy, he is a war veteran, he is strong, honorable, friendly... Yet I'm not sure of I should love him for finding me, or hate him for leaving me.. Had he stayed, Demelin would have never come inti the picture.. I would have never left Rohan, never became what I did.. But.. I also would have been spoiled, been the one thing I hate.. Never met Caravaggio, Acelin, Evallin, Damondir, Juhryhu.. I can forgive him I guess.. But my thoughts are still racing.

Even though he doesn't hardly know me, he is already defensive of me. Somewhat wary of Caravggio. I feel he would have been a decent father to me.. I wish he had.. Though I believe him coming now and trying to protect me on a whim, is overstepping boundaries..