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The Fool's Arrows



"Shall we sing in our language? Perhaps he will cover his ears with his hands." The tall lean, athletic Elf-sire suggested, smiling at Daerundros coyly. He was garbed in the Hauberk of the Mirdirith, something which struck Daerundros as odd, being that the Mirdirith were centered in Lindon, and not so far East. Nonetheless, Daerundros grinned back at her companion, Cirdamir.
"Aye, he thinks my voice bewitched. I suppose a moment of amusement will do." She replied.
The air was chill with the remaining breezes emerging out of the Caradhas. Daerundros glared at snow-capped mountain briefly. The cruelty of Caradhas knew no bounds. She had crossed there in a Snowstorm not too many nights ago, and was met with chilly winds and eternal whiteness that covered her eyes. And now the Rohirrim had begun descending down into the Nanduhirion from that very mountain. She was surprised they had survived the Snowstorm.
The withered barrens of Nanduhirion was an entirely different thing altogether. The Pine-trees grew in wide spaces from each other and stood lonely in many places, quivering ever so slightly at the occasional breeze, and often shedding their needles in a near eternal snow-less winter. The Entrance to Moria loomed menacingly over the camp they had arrived in, Mekhem-bizru, and Daerundros stared into the mouth of Durin's beard, seeing blackness. She could almost smell the orc-stench and the thousand years of rubble and decay.
The Horse-riders were apparently out looking for those lost within the Snowstorm. A noble pursuit, she thought, but a waste of time in her opinions. She was not affected by the cold weather, however, so she chose not to judge their actions. One of their Captains, in contrast, had fallen ill along the journey, falling into a pile of snow and being dug up in deep slumber. He was a captain she was none too fond of; Ceobrand Captain was what the Horse-riders called him, a man of age with a marvellously grown beard, or so Daerundros liked to think of it. Her brief conversation with him, however, left her feeling lukewarm towards the man: Misguided, so was her opinion. And so was her first impressions of him after he began wildly throwing accusations of Espionage and nonsensical Children's Tales at her. He was the reason Daerundros was now watching over an Elven healer who was tending to the old man's sickness. Her lips curled in amusement as she thought of the Aged Man's reaction to having been healed by an Elf.
Daerundros held up one figure to indicate "one moment", and strode over to the edge of the Mirrormere, trailing not too far behind Eorland, whom she had met earlier in Gwingris, Eregion. Unlike Ceobrand, however, Daerundros thought Eorland to be rather interesting to converse to, if it were not for an earlier attempt at gaining information from her with feeble honey-caked words. He was perhaps one of the few Rohirrim she could exchange a rational discussion with. She had often seen him from Gwingris, clutching a fine Wooden Figurine in likeness to Helm Hammerhand, which she assumed was a prized posession.
Her eyes trailed to Abellinda warily as she looked behind her, who was staring into a nearby campfire in deep thought. Daerundros mistrusted the girl from the moment she first saw her. Everything, from her dark attire, to her two swords and the general impression Daerundros got from the girl, screamed "Cutthroat" to her. She wrinkled her nose in contempt as she passed the woman.
As she reached the edge of the lake, she looked at the stars reflected in the water, as well as her own face. The Elven-maiden in the Mirror stared back at her with cold sea-blue eyes and peach-coloured lips, sporting a helmet of brown and gold. She took a nearby stone and dropped it into the water. The ripples in the water made the black line printed across her face ripple and contort into grotesque shapes, taunting her as it lashed her reflection. This was the Mark of her mistakes. The mark that would haunt her and never leave her until she had sailed West or been rebodied after death.
And the she hated it.
Daerundros threw her head back and began glaring at the stares intensely, raising her arms to them, beeseching, as she began singing;

 

A Elbereth Gilthoniel,
silivren penna míriel,
o menel aglar elenath!
Na-chaered palan-díriel
o galadhremmin ennorath,
Fanuilos, le linnathon
nef aear, sí nef aearon!
 
As much as she channeled her emotions into her songs, however, she could not drown out the voices emerging from the camp. The healer must have finished her work, as immediately, she could smell large quantities of herbs emerging from behind her.
Poised uselessly with her arms outstretched towards the sky and leaning on the balls of her feet, she spun around to check on the healer. She did not pay much attention, but caught bits of the conversation as she listened dimly.
"... He is awake and breathing." She heard the elleth speak through a mid-way sentence. Cirdamir replied in a few words Daerundros did not bother to register. It was only when the Elleth looked at her did she pay full attention.
"You are brave and foolish. More of the former, but your kindness will be spoken of when you return." She smiled at Daerundros.
For a moment Daerundros was caught unawares. Brave and foolish? She still remembered the last time that term was used to describe her, with the speaker having been Minyelaire:
"Thou art foolish to let Man-kind live, Daerundros! Let them rot and die!"
Daerundros simply smiled in return as she stated, "Be safe on your travels, hîril." She watched the healer leave with unblinking eyes.
"Foolish?" Daerundros echoed, looking at Cirdamir with raised eyebrows, "I wonder what I did to deserve such a title."
"Our opinions differ, then, friend, for I do not think you as foolish!" Came the response. Cirdamir was smiling. Since a continious stream of profanity from the Kinn-lai Warrior directed at her had toughened her against insults of the worst kind, Daerundros merely grinned. But something nagged her at the back of her mind.
"Perhaps, but I would rather not have this trait of mine surface." She replied. Cirdamir sank into his thoughts shortly after, leaving Daerundros to ponder her own words.
Fool? Mayhap, she had been in numerous ways. Foolish? A fair few times, especially in youth. An earlier statement swelled in her head:
"Even though I distrust these men, they are as much Free Peoples as we are."
She had spoken these words not too long ago as they were headed to Mekhem-bizru, in response to the healer's questions.
Daerundros bade her farewells to the camp and set off with Cuinichereth, her loyal steed. Riding the horse back to the borders of Lórien, she began sinking into her thoughts and was immediately reminded of her disorted reflection in the Mirrormere.
Yes, she had been quite the fool many times, and it dawned upon her that she was foolish for aiding men she distrusted, but as she tilted her head towards the slowly-goldening Leaves of the Mellyrn, she began to blink rapidly as the true meaning of the healer's words rushed forth into her mind.
As insulting as the term "Fool" sounded, she knew the Elleth had said it as a compliment to parallel her bravery. Bravery and foolishness could be synonymous in many ways, and this was one of the times where both words held the same meaning.
She smiled for it.