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Brassenor
Brassenor
| Name | Brassenor |
|---|---|
| Status | Active |
| Occupation | Soldier | Former Lutenist |
| Age | Very old. |
| Race | Elf |
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| Residence | Lindon |
| Kinship |
| Outward Appearance | Brassenor’s visage is not one that is easy to gaze upon. The right half of his face–and down his neck and beyond–is covered in burn scars, pinkish-red in shade, albeit healed after years since earning them. He is mostly blind in his right eye, given that it also fell victim to the burns he sustained during the Fall of Gondolin. He does not shy away from these scars, often tying his curly red hair back off of his face in braids or other updos. Brassenor’s face is slim and his cheekbones high. He rarely smiles, though whether due to injury or his own temperament is often left to be decided.
He is tall by standards of Men, though not perhaps by the Eldar–he is broad in chest and muscular, though by necessity of war more than it is due to his own whims. Often garbed in armor that he considers ceremonial more than necessary, he is still a beacon of the fallen House of the Golden Flower in his celestial hues of gold, white, and pale blue. When not dressed for battle, he prefers robes and tunics in darker, earthier colors, like green or a red clay. If one watches him carefully, they would notice that the burn scars cover much of the right side of his body. |
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Background
Personality
Brassenor’s temperament is similar to that of a doused flame. Where once the light of life burned brightly, it has been quenched by the careful pinch of tragedy. He holds his reservations close and prefers to listen before speaking. When he does speak, it is short, clipped, and efficient: why would he waste his breath when being direct can save much miscommunication? That is not to say he is cruel; he finds that there is no kindness in blunt, unfiltered language, only that he does not prohibit himself from saying what he means.
His decisions are calculated and meditated upon in private; his faith in the Valar, after Gondolin’s fall, was so thoroughly shaken that it leaves him feeling hopeless, adrift. When faced with a world that is ever-changing and seems to be on the brink of one conflict or another, and he cannot even find it within him to turn to the faith that had brought his kith and kin so far, what else is he to do but keep such doubts quiet?
If given the choice, he would never step out or raise his sword in violence.
History
A Noldo born and raised in Aman alongside his sister, Brassenor was privileged to grow up with a sense of idyllic safety. Upon his lips passed the flavors of a city lost to time; his ears grew up on the melodies of his mother’s kin, and he was clad in the armor of the great-smiths who were lost in the fall. As a child, he wished to be a minstrel or a bard, and growing up, his mother taught him the gentle ways to pry songs loose from the strings of the lute.
It was an idyllic livelihood that was not meant to last. Behind Fingolfin, he traveled across the Helcaraxë alongside his sister, not content to let her go alone. His resentment towards kinslayers and towards the Valar themselves started young, when the passion for his anger burned bright. He followed his kin to Gondolin. Maeglin the traitor came with the orcs, and the wolves, and the dragons, the city fell under the combined strength of Morgoth’s armies. Among the House of the Golden Flower, Brassenor stood to defend his sister. In return for his courage, he received the burn of dragon’s fire, and had to be half-carried out of the city through Idril’s secret way. From then on he would carry scars on the right half of his body, and he would become blind in his right eye. He did not receive much of a reprieve among the other refugees at the Mouths of Sirion.
Only some twenty-ish years passed before Maedhros marched with his followers to enact the Third Kinslaying; there he was sundered from his sister, and he fled to the Isle of Balar when Cirdan and Gil-galad came to offer aid to the survivors. There Brassenor remained until war again demanded his hand; when the First Age ended and the Second began, he remained a staple in Lindon, in Gil-galad’s court, a warrior merely by necessity and not desire. He seeks peace, and, above all things, he demands an answer from the Valar and Eru himself as to why they stood by and allowed all of this.
| Friends | |
|---|---|
| Relatives | A sister, Russariel. |
| Rivals/Enemies | None. |
| Loves | Honeyed teas, fine music, and people who make the effort to stay within his line of impacted sight. |
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| Hates | Dragons and their ilk, and those who intentionally stand in his blind spots or where he cannot see them. |
| Motivation | To carve out a place for himself where he may put down the sword and pick up the lute once more. |
| Quotes | "The world is full of things that are not useful, but that I delight in." |
