Day 1:
I feel, weakened...
Ever since i joined up with this group, ive had nightmares. My deepest fears comming back, i fear for what might happen when we enter the fields of Fornost. Ive read of what has been seen in there, and ive suggested to our guide that this is foolish buisness.
Day 2:
Praised be the Valar, i made it out alive. Barely, though my thoughts are stressing me. I cannot solve this puzzle.
In my dreams before we entered Fornost i had dreams...
I was sitting on the floor in a dark and cold room, pale faces surrounding me.
The faces were of my long dead family... I fear these signs, they were telling me that i was nothing but a failure in their eyes.
At the same time i felt Goblins stabbing me in the back with glowing blades, i felt my flesh burn. I fear these signs. Such a dream is never good.
Though i wonder if it was all just the beginning, we made it out of Fornost but still..
I feel it's presence in my head, like it haunts me still. I have promised i shall return to face this horror but i am still scared by the very thought of what it said to me amongst so many things;
"We will give you, your hearts deepest desire."
Who is we? And which foul being knows what it is i wish deepest inside?
I do not know... But the journey goes on.

