Too many exciting things both bad and good have happend in the last days!
Vihtori took me to a concert outside of Bree. Four Hobbits, called ''The Strollers'', were playing beautiful and blissful songs. They still ring in my ears and I tap my foot onto the ground in the rythm of the melody although it might take a long time until I can hear it again. I wonder when they play again. Well, Vihtori got me a Stroller's fan-hat! It is green and tall and looks really funny. I am wearing it right now.
It was really great with all these people. I see many of them normally on the streets or when I take a stroll to my most favourite hide-outs. They had all so much fun. Especially the Hobbits who came all the way from the Shire. They were allowed in the front, since... They wouldn't see anything otherwise! Galogar arrived too, when even a little later.
After the concert I went to grab my coat. It got cold now that the evening had come. Everyone was heading into the ''Prancing Pony'' and I wouldn't want to miss an afterwards-concert of the Strollers.
So I ran home, escaped mother only a length of her little finger, that was really close, and went back to Bree.
And that is basically when the trouble started. We, me and Galogar, met a man called Remis Locke and his friend or companion Edstan. Galogar can be such an idiot! he started instantly to remind Edstan from leaving the fingers from me. Hellou?! I am no baby anymore. And all the man wanted to do was having a nice chat. But really Galogar overreacted and the evening was basically done for me. I could aswell go home.
But I decided to stay, trying to get Edstan back into a conversation, but he was involved with a fine looking lady, I didn't got her name, but he asked me to wait for him. Fine... he never showed up until he and Galogar started again fighting. With words, not with hands and feet though.
I won't mention it now, because I have really not the nerve for that. I was so fed up and caught in my own thoughts after what Galogar told me a little earlier. And I am somehow mad at him for that. He said, that he would like me. Liking in really liking. Like mother likes father and the other way around. Galogar is a friend of my father and a friend of me, but I really don't want him so close. But neither want I to hurt his feelings. He is such a nice man usually. And ontop of that do I feel completely bad about that and the evening of the Strollers' concert was ruined. I felt so bad in my relation to Seppo and still do...
And now that I think of it, I really miss him unbelievable much. He did not say anything like ''I like you'', or ''I love you, marry me.'' No...
Seppo did just hold me. And it was really beautiful to sit with him under the spring night's sky, with the cool wind, the blooming flowers all around and the sunny shimmer on the horizon reflecting in the Korkea-Järvi. The first thing I do when I and father go to Kauppa-Kohta in a few weeks, will be that I run to his and his parents' hut and tell him how much he means to me. That I just cannot forget him and that I don't want to see him only a few times a year and then always hide somewhere so the others don't see us. PERKELE!
I miss him!
