My heart is in joy..
He is finally back..
He came when I least expected him.. I had this awful feeling inside the day before he came back, he have always been so vague about his duties in Lindon, Though I knew he was visiting his father.. But I had this feeling he was upto something else aswell, since he didn't want me to follow him.. I had thoughts that he were preparing for a battle in some forms or another or something else of important matters that is not suppose to reach my ears.. Maybe is just silly thoughts....
He always had this fire in his eyes, and in the past he build up a Order, that I know he was very proud of... I think he still is, even though he is not part of it anymore... But I cannot see this fire anymore.. it seems that he either have completed something he wanted to achieve, or that he have failed... But I wont ask..
Everything matters little now. He is finally back. And I feel complete again.. But something has change.. I don't know quite what it is.. I love him still, as he love me.. I don't know yet if it this change will be better for us or worse.. I believe time will tell us...
Right now.. I will focus on us.. Therefore I must find the harmony beetween us, I need to understand the changes that may happen to us along with the road of time, without asking and wondering all the time...Is important..I need to read him as he must read me if we shall survive and love eachother for an eternity together...
The day we choose to leave Middle-Earth, it should not be nessecary to talk about it on beforehand..
