Today.. Is a good day.. A day for wandering thoughts..
I am sitting by the shore, reading a book. Another book with lots of poems and ancient lyrics to songs I never heard of.
Is a beautiful day.. The spring is here, and everything around me blossoms. The dark days that has been surrounding for us so long seems to be of less importance right now... Today I feel glimpse of sunshine, hope and happiness....
Ever since my Mother left, I have been very determined to follow her and I will.. But first I will wait for Earinlin.. I want him to join me, and I know he would.. if he had been here....
He is away again..And I miss him, he has gone to these lands he knows so well. He has duties to do he said, and he wanted to see his father.. I don't know much, but he told me not to worry, but I do. Lately he has been so silent and distracted, he even left his Order that I know he love so much.
There is something that troubles him indeed, and I wish I could help him..But I cannot....
Many has wondered why he isn't around, and why we are not together..And I do not have any good answer myself, but I know he needs to be away to sort out what troubles him..Is important for him..
We are used to separations so we know how to handle it. Nothing can tear the ties that is between us.. Not even the distance.. I still feel his prescence and he is close even if he is not by my side..
I made a promise to him once, as he gave his...I intend to keep that even if I never will see him anymore...
I miss him very much..
*Amorith is placing her diary next to her, and sends a flower with some straws from her hair, along with the river stream.. maybe it will reach Earinlin in his lands far far away......*
