Kim sat in the middle of the forest feeling helpless. She felt so guilty she thought she may explode. Thoughts of everyone in her life filled her head as she sat there in silence. She thought of Egfor and his family. She thought of Cat and how much she missed how they used to be. She thought of her son and how she spent ages trying to convince him she wouldn't leave him and then she did just that, left him alone and helpless. Thoughts of Baylen ran through her head and how scared he must of been when he died. She thought of Cedmon and how she never got to say goodbye to her dear friend. Then finally as she sat in the woods in the dark she thought of how many people died because of her. She thought of the people she sent out on patrols, hunting trips, or out to get information that never returned. She thought of the bodies she found when one of her troups didn't return, and the words her captain screamed and cursed at her as she tried to explain what she found. She thought for the first time that maybe her captain was right. Maybe it was her that deserved to die out there. With one last drunken swig from her flask Kim passed out in the middle of the woods.
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