So what is this insolent irrelevant desire inside?
Belligerent extravagant wonderings in my heart's eye
What a peculiar happenstance, it keeps replaying in my mind
All the shamefulness, repentance, I want to feel alive
Can I ever break free?
I want to roam
Any dominance I breathe is only
Artificial control
I cannot bear these scars
How do I cope?
I want to free but it's so far
And is it too late for this shattered soul?
Endless pacing, isolating
I've tasted a glimpse of the outside
Burning, turning, yearning
I will no longer compromise
A deadliness in my steps
I am breaking out, it's time
Not recklessness, but planning delicate
My old identity dies
Can I ever break free?
All my ghosts of my past
Keep chasing me, haunting me
They're on the attack
I cannot bear these scars
I'm so sensitive yet cold
I want to be free but it's so far
But I still feel the burning in my soul
