My dear Father Urnu - 2

My dear Father Urnu, i send you another paper to tell you not to worry too much : things are getting better here. People let me do what i wish and be as i wish, especially Reiven is very kind : i was wrong to think her cold and unsensitive, she's simply shy and discreet, but she's an attentive and interesting person. Things are just different here, and as much as i ask that they respect my differences, i must learn to respect theirs. I have entered the library... so many books and scrolls... it's very interesting !

Oh, and something else has changed too... i am most confused about it, and would like to ask your advice : Since i live in Imladris, i don't remember what i dream by night anymore... it's maybe not important, but i feel a bit lost about it... it's like holes in my memory... I awake by night all shivering, and alone in this anonymous room they have given to me... i feel lonely there by night... Why can't i sleep in the same house than Reiven... she's my only friend for now... i would feel safer...

I am planning to visit you soon, Father Urnu, and i will ask Reiven if she would like to come too, i bet she would enjoy a bit of hollydays and camping in the nature, and i bet you will like each other

And i'll bring some paper !

Take good care of you, i love you