Bitter disappointment

I promised myself I wouldn't let my guard down ever again.  I promised myself that I would not be vulnerable. But then he found me. He found me and we danced. I thought I made my intentions clear.  A Man is either mine or he isn't at all.  I found another skirt chaser in the crowd of patrons. Thankfully I had enough strength not to give myself away to him. It was so much easier when I was married. When a woman says her vows it's until death do us part. How could someone get a woman pregnant and say his heart belongs to her? But then sleep around anyway? The worst part is his main lass seemed completely fine with it. I miss being married. I don't know if I'll ever find anyone like you again. I miss you, Carden.  You were an idiot but you were my idiot. That's all that mattered. Why did you have to go piss off the wrong people huh? The world is so shallow without you. We love you.