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Fears of a young girl



No matter what I do it seems as if I am not enough for anyone.  Either I need to learn how to fight or learn how to be a homemaker.  To be a good wife or to be a good daughter, all of these suggestions. Or should I say demands?  Mother and Father are traditional they have a very fixed mindset. I don't mind all of it too much. After all there is nothing wrong with a woman wanting to be a Mother or Wife. Granted a woman should become a wife first before a Mother that is just the proper way of it. I wish Samantha wasn't off and married.  She always had a way with Mother and Father firm but not demanding. Kind but not passive.  I wish I was more like my older sister. Who am I? I'm not sure I'm cut out for this family anymore. But it is love that keeps me here and love will make me forever stay.