I have made a huge decision. I have resigned from my Order to take care of Nemben full-time. T'is for the best. My son needs me. During my capture, my thoughts lingered on him. I never wish to leave his side again.
My thoughts linger to my husband. We have spent so little time together since my return. Now, he has made for our homeland once again... without his family. I do not know why he went away. I woke up, to find a message upon his pillow. It simply said sorry, that he had some business to attend to.
Why has Andarne left me so swiftly, with little word? What is going on? I asked some of the Order, they do not know. He has been gone months. There has been no word. Why has my Baingol done this?
I feel lonely, but at least I still have Nemben, my Lavanion. Oh, my beautiful, beautiful son. I love you so. Together, we can face anything.
