((Meant to do this post a while back but due to IRL stuff happening too fast for me, I wasn't able to. But... Better late than never, right?))
I hate the rain.
My brain could not process fast enough as Amanda had told me about Kristophor. She told me that he had gone away. We both don’t know where exactly. However, she did tell me of the reason. He had faced a cough, one that couldn’t go away. To be honest, I don’t know if that part was true or not. But… whatever reason there could be, Kristophor was still gone.
How many mentors did I have that just… had gone away like that? Agreis, who I had cherished dearly, had passed away, killed in combat. Gold, who had been both a mentor and father… Well, granted. He’s still alive but been busy as hell. Glad that he’s been alive and well… Well, as well as he could be anyways. Now, Kristophor had gone away, yet who knows for good or for the time being?
I had trained myself to not depend on people so much. However, Kristophor had been both my mentor and a brother-figure. Throughout the time, he had helped me out, taught me things and the like. He had been patient with me and had my back. Yet, I knew that I could not depend on him for long, but I still had. I guess I was dependent as far as he was concerned.
With things happening the way they did, I have to strengthen my resolve once again. I have to foster what strength I could have. I have to learn to be independent even more while at the same time, have some reconnecting with people of the past. I’m sure as hell thankful that I was able to speak to Gold on equal terms and without any tension. I might not have shown him that I had been glad but…. I was. I felt relieved as if a large weight was lifted off of me.
However…
I hate the rain, especially since that day of the news about Kristophor. But at the same time… I was thankful for the rain because it hid the fact that I had tears from my eyes as soon as I walked away from speaking to Amanda.
((I'll be back to RPing as Dryn soon. Due to my seasonal job, I will be working up until Halloween night. I'll be back on him until I have something major done on November 7th. ^^))
