I write this with the intention of steeling myself for the coming days. Much has occurred in my life that has drawn my strength away from all that holds me together.
My hunt for the Wolfshead was put on hold, for I had to retrieve some medicinal supplies from Ashwyneth, the healer from the lands of the Horse-lords. She is sweet, unassuming, but hardened by the capture of those close to her. I admire her ability to persevere in her duties, and even moreso for going against the threats of the Wolfshead himself. I can only hope that she stands to survive all of this and be recognized as a legitimate form of aid in Bree-town, for her work is most important to all. Even as a Westerner, she faces exclusion, and my heart aches for her. The horse-lords have more honor than any Bree-lander or Gondorian, yet they get the short end of the stick. I am starting to think they just don't like anyone with more toughness and conditioning than their awful craftsmanship.
Perhaps I am being too harsh, I know some Bree-landers who stand tall like the trees that swarm their lands.
I then sought out this 'warehouse', ran by a mysterious red-haired woman (Fyria). I know not of her name, but I know of her story. We both share in the loss of children and lovers, and what was meant to be a second visit for the exchange of goods and currency became a moment of raw emotional exchange and understanding. I do not know what I see in her, nor do I know what brought her to be so open with me, but I will keep tabs on this connection I have and seek to understand her motives. She has yet to tell me her name, and her moves have been aggressive. She grasped my hand today, and I almost knocked her on the floor. I do not like when people touch me, but it is good that I did not show my discomfort to her. Her spirits already hang low.
I plan to maintain my talks with the red-haired woman, for the business deals we have set up are lucrative.. and her sudden change in relations to me sparks a curiosity that makes me want to know why.
I may get the answer to my question soon.
I can only hope.
