I will leave..
I think is time to go someplace silent..sort my thougts.. And find back to Amorith again..
I have felt I have been walking beside myself and to long and I have felt to much alone..I don't know what burdens me..I have this empty feeling deep inside and the alluring song is filling my head..
I will not tell where I will go.. I know my mother probably would look for me if I did..So much happening in her life already, and I do not want to cause her stress..I will tell her I will go a place to meditate in peaceful environments.. She will understand, she has done the same..
My friends in my house will be fine.. So much happening. Many events, lots of tasks and journeys..They probably wouldn't notice I am gone for a little while..
Only one I have told is Lord Earinlin..He promised not to follow.. He know is important for me to do this alone. He will will be left at is house working with his Order.. I know I will miss him very much, and it will be difficult to go without him.. But the sword I got from him, will help me through dark times as protection and also a reminder of whom I love... I will not be gone for long.. Just for a little while...
