This is a note that Dalfura made in her book not too long ago, all written about the man she loves, Askelin Ashdown, in where she describes her feelings and thoughts and refelctions over the man,
Where should I start, how should I start? This man, this young man that I have given all my heart to, I love him within an inch of my body, I miss him when he goes out in the mornings, I miss him when he is not here to brighten up my days when I am feeling sad or worried, he always makes me laugh then and forget all my other worries. This man who until recently had never met me or any of my kin, he took a caring to me when..when I was locked up, he sorted me out with a work in the mercenary company The Bloody Dawn, he stood up for me to the captain who had his doubts over me after I had to tell with my then broken language what I did and why I spent a night in jail. This blonde man who..took me into his life, made sure I was safe and felt welcomed, who taught me Westron in a proper way to the point of where I now speak it as if it was nothing.
The same man has and I fell so sorry for it felt my anger once, but I fear it might be more than so yet he still stands by my side, he did not have to when I threw him into the chairs but he stayed, convinced we can live together and so am I, I just need to make sure I wont harm him if I become too angry and can not control myself then, I know he's wise for his age, yet he is so sweet and innocent in things, humble in others and..very very loving and caring in other things. How this man took me into his life I do not need to wonder about, he loves me and that is all I want to know.
If you were to read this Askelin, my beloved, know that I will do whatever I can to remain yours, I will be here for you like you are here for me, I will protect you just as you protect me and my cousin Arin, I hope I brighten your day up just as you do to my days, I hope I can make you laugh and forget your own deep and troubling thoughts and that I get to share my life with you until we grow old and grey and take our last breaths..for it is with you that I want to grow old with, living a life as a mercenary now our lives might come to an end on our next mission or the one following it.
I love you Askelin.
