New and old challenges

It's been a long couple days. I have been torn between looking for signs of Cal and helping Gwaed with her pursuers. I haven't slept more than a few hours the past two days. I keep hearing the voices and the pain increasing over my eye. It's almost like I can feel the poison moving through. I can't stop though, not until Gwaed is safe atleast. She is like family, more like family to me than the one I have back in Dol Amroth whose only cares are their power and money. I want her and Cal to reunite, I fear however that he has changed, that he won't want to stay and break her heart. I'll beat him to a pulp of he does that. She stays faithful to him and still cares for him even when he abandoned everyone, he is a confused man. I am trying to find something for the pain and maybe something you help me sleep, then maybe I'll be able to be more affective. Once we end this, I must go and find a cure for this. Gondor is in chaos, and I fear Bree will soon be as well in time, I can't die just yet. I need to help as much as I can. Before I can truly start helping as I want I must find some capable warriors to help me with protecting Gwaed, I am skilled but no one is invincible. I should probably stop writing and try and sleep now, before it really takes a toll.